However i've been thru worse and i refuse to let something like this get me down. It will come into consideration when i determine the kind of person i ultimately end up as.
Nice guys finish last.
Once i was a firm believer of that. Then i thought, "maybe it's not true?"
Now i wonder.
Baaah. Why do we bother denying our instincts? Even the comic strip on my wall is a personalised version of online cartooning.
I should tear down the October exercise chart, makes no sense leaving it up there. Tomorrow then. The bass makes the music come out somewhat distorted. Fix equaliser settings. Blew more than a day's wages on dinner WTF.
That's probably why i'm peeved. Partially.
Calming down now. It's so ironic. Now I'm so angry peeved pissed off i can feel like this stream of molten rock flowing thru my veins taking the place of blood. It wants to burn and melt everything in its way but there is nothing to burn. Well not nothing but i choose to divert its course. Like i said earlier today, i'm a thrifty person. I cut down on the amount of grief that others can give me and the amount of grief i dish out.
Sigh.
Tired of being a pillar. Tired of being the apologizing party. TIRED TIRED.
For the heck of it i've posted a recent pic of how fat i've become and one in which i wasn't so pissed but decided to take it off. Itz da Uglys.
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