It seems that its quite a hassle thinkin up a decent entry =,=" as most of my thoughts tend to come in incoherent rambles (ARGH)
Ahh! since i'm currently working part time in an office environment now for the 1st time since my internment yeeeeeaarrssssss ago, i will comment on what it is i do and how it differs from then. *snicker*


Then: No computer! well for most parts anyway. (no internet)

Now: Computer (but still no internet) :(


Then: 10% work, 90% self occupation

- SELF OCCUPATION: sippin drinks (hours at times), analysing football odds, SMSing, exploring the computer and watching smuggled VCDs (when i have the chance)


- Work: basic accounting, entering of purchase orders, editing figures on excel spreadsheets (boring duh)

Now: 25% work 75% self occupation


Self occupation
: Radio/mp3s (yeh!), com explorin, e-book reading ( Harry potter's last book is nice), exercising on the chair n such

Work's pretty much the same as during my internment... sure it gets busier at times but basically unproductive!!!! aHem.
I must at this point state that it's not i'm unwilling to work but no one seems to have anything to give me :\
Fortunately people here are nice (is it my boyish persona hmm)

Something i've always believed in continues to be proven to me here. Most people are STUPID. STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID. Ahem.
Well mayb MANY is a better word but sometimes it seems like most.
Mayb i'll highlight some examples when they irritate me next but right now i just cant be bothered.

*mumble* how to lose 10kg... *mumble*


To end things off the topic of work, i guess it isn't all that different from my internmentship but at least the pay is better than when i was in the service. Yeah its called a PAYCHECK now not an ALLOWANCE. Still, its not much.

Ok, a load of orders just landed. Why do they accumulate these before passing them on to me... *grumble*

Wuz feeling bored round lunch so called 987fm for this lunchtime hookup thing they have, supposedly ya jus call n tell them what u want to sell or people u wanna find like clubbing kakis or band members etc...

ANYWAY. it works! i'm more elated by the fact that it works rather than the fact i got to know a couple more clubbing kakis... i didnt think anyone would respond. Hmm.

The only downside was the DJ called me during my nap which essentially meant i utilised the rest of my nap trying to fall back into sleep. ARGggggggghh.

*Well thats the end of that. Happy to relate what happened to O, it was like meeting a wall of indifference, only it seemed like silent hostility. In the end i opted to deleted both of the contacts and hopefully hear the end of it. Maybe its cause i'm tired but i seem to sometimes feel resentful particularly when my spirits are lower. Anger and a streak of viciousness well up inside but im tryin to keep it under wraps.*

Was wondering if i should accept Marcel's invite to hang out with the guys at Arena tonight... guess i don't have to wonder anymore.