It's the last day!
WooO~ ~~
No special feelings *yawnz* just another day. Hah, i didn't really expect to feel anything actually. well, elation, if anything.
Regardless, it's a friday and a good day to start looking forward to the weekend and the long break. Recently i think my clubbing partners are decreasing steadily... Buncha guys having exams cut them down to half and the other half seem more interested to save $... Poor me. Lol.
"If you want more anytime after 4 just meet me round the back door"
It's only the line to a song, nothing more. Lol. RRRroooooooaaaarr.
I'm feeling lazy but yet i also really feel like heading out tonight... O has something on i think and if so imma make plans to head out too... now if only the FUSE card has arrived! Then i could head out to O without having to worry about entry. Sigh. Money spent should be done so well and being spent on entry is definitely one of the ways NOT to spend it.
55min to go before the end of work!~!! WoooooOO... Smsed an army buddy about clubbing tonight but no reply Zzzz. Serene just smsed me about headin to butterfactory tonight to join her and her friends (no girls she said haha) ...hmmm if it is FREE i will go i think. Been averse to paying entry recently, seeing how i've been getting more and more free entries... Hmmm. Wonder if O will be unhappy... if so i might have to change my plans... hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm. Hmmm.
On a lighter note, i've STILL not been to butterfactory after so long that i think i MUST outta try that place sometime before it closes (oops) down. DAMN THAT CONFOUNDED FUSE CARD! HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE TO MAIL A MEMBERSHIP CARD TO ME!?!?!? Sigh. I'm REALLY looking forward to that card. There's like free entry to different clubs on different days and all that but the only 2 worth a mention is free entry to MOS on wed and Double O on fri/sat before 10! And if i miss the 10pm timing, i've got priority queue privileges. All that for the price of less than ONE entry. Now THAT'S value. The only thing left is for it to ARRIVE.
15 min to go! I still haven't gotten back my timesheet which i submitted this morning.. hmmm. I think she's still pissed about me not turning up for work fer 2 days and not personally calling her about it. Hmm hmm. Well!
Friday, November 30, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Slug slug on a wednasday night. Yes Wesnasday!~!
Wow exactly as it sounds... nothing but slug around all day.. gaming watching anime eating and sleeping!
It's like an unearthly preview of post work life... i have to find something to occupy my time! Productive something, preferably.
2 more days to go~!
Should i be excited about it? Maybe. Maybe not. More likely, it's the human thing about looking forward to the next stage of life out of its many stages! Hmmm. My wiring isn't really crossed properly now, trying to grasp the strands of thought wandering in my head but can't seem to.
Mom's sweepstake tickets didn't win cr(e/a)p(e). Yes cr(e/a)p(e) is a choice between crap and crepe. Pick one.
Hmmm what would she do with 2.2M if she won? Or even 500k??? i think she would just pack up and leave. I might. Hmmm.
Another thought for another day.
Tata.
It's like an unearthly preview of post work life... i have to find something to occupy my time! Productive something, preferably.
2 more days to go~!
Should i be excited about it? Maybe. Maybe not. More likely, it's the human thing about looking forward to the next stage of life out of its many stages! Hmmm. My wiring isn't really crossed properly now, trying to grasp the strands of thought wandering in my head but can't seem to.
Mom's sweepstake tickets didn't win cr(e/a)p(e). Yes cr(e/a)p(e) is a choice between crap and crepe. Pick one.
Hmmm what would she do with 2.2M if she won? Or even 500k??? i think she would just pack up and leave. I might. Hmmm.
Another thought for another day.
Tata.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Days go by
It's another slow rainy day. One of those year end cool wet days well suited for sleeping.
Recently eating has been a rather grand affair... especially by my standards...
Penang Buffet on Sat
Japanese Food on Mon
Japanese Ala Carte Buffet on Tues
Arrggghh the food is so good but i feel that i should refrain from all these rich foods... they're not cheap either. Sigh.
Feelin somewhat edgy now, eyes darting around... hmm...
Finally got my registration stuff done for school yesterday and what a relief it is... the process was quite hasslefree i must say but also quite expensive! almost 2k splashed out just yesterday for 1 term... damn i have to make the most of this!!!~!!!
My timetable... tried to squeeze my schedule together by picking classes on same days so i have full days on Mon/Tues and free of the rest... most of the time anyway, since the classes do eat into other days at certain periods... i have also quite a few weekend classes which sux regardless whether they're morning afternoon or a full day!~!! Oh well.
Baah. Looking ahead, i see December! Holidays! For me as well in case you're wondering. The R E S T period between the end of my contract and school! A whole month of exercise, partying and generally doing nothing productive (cept getting in shape that is)
I don't know about holidays, seems Mum n O both want to head out (not necessarily together i think) but i'm non-committal, go w/ the flow ride the waves yeah?
A fact about clubbers like me is we feel like dancing at just about any given moment. O always sez i have an internal MP3 player on 24/7 which i found funny but oddly rather true. Now, if clubbing wasn't so expensive and they had good dancing venues more days of the week it would be great... but yeah i know one can dance anywhere... feeling the vibes is just so liberating!!! But you know, so many considerations when one wants to hit the club..
- Transport to and fro ( well fro more importantly )
- Energy Levels ( u can't dance if u're limp can u )
- Cows on the pasture ( Moolah. nuff said )
- Hitachi ( E company... what else? )
Never thought a night out be that much trouble huh haha... For me probably money and e company matters more. Personally, i'm fine with clubbing in a real small group or just 2 people but the company is important according to the mood. Drinkers dancers and a mixture of both... u have to recognise each individual as they are less you end up with the wrong kind at the club. Needless to say i'm a dancer more than a drinker (though sometimes its about equal)
Time for me to do my astral projection and zip back to my bed... *shuts down*
-20min later-
*boots up*
I take a nap after eating during lunch... sometimes i get really good rest sometimes i get really REALLY odd dreams... like those super vivid dreams that's totally unrelated to real life... hmmm.
Have you ever encountered dreams of this nature and when brought back to the land of reality felt it of a sorrier nature than that of dreamscape? I have though why i am unable to account for.
But enough of doom and gloom! 55 min from the end of the day, yes 55min again, i seem to have an affinity for blogging around this time. Lookin forward to R&R, seeing O n dinner! This week i shall endeavour to reduce my spending from last week... if i am able to keep spendings to $700 n below, it would be a good thing for me :)
Recently eating has been a rather grand affair... especially by my standards...
Penang Buffet on Sat
Japanese Food on Mon
Japanese Ala Carte Buffet on Tues
Arrggghh the food is so good but i feel that i should refrain from all these rich foods... they're not cheap either. Sigh.
Feelin somewhat edgy now, eyes darting around... hmm...
Finally got my registration stuff done for school yesterday and what a relief it is... the process was quite hasslefree i must say but also quite expensive! almost 2k splashed out just yesterday for 1 term... damn i have to make the most of this!!!~!!!
My timetable... tried to squeeze my schedule together by picking classes on same days so i have full days on Mon/Tues and free of the rest... most of the time anyway, since the classes do eat into other days at certain periods... i have also quite a few weekend classes which sux regardless whether they're morning afternoon or a full day!~!! Oh well.
Baah. Looking ahead, i see December! Holidays! For me as well in case you're wondering. The R E S T period between the end of my contract and school! A whole month of exercise, partying and generally doing nothing productive (cept getting in shape that is)
I don't know about holidays, seems Mum n O both want to head out (not necessarily together i think) but i'm non-committal, go w/ the flow ride the waves yeah?
A fact about clubbers like me is we feel like dancing at just about any given moment. O always sez i have an internal MP3 player on 24/7 which i found funny but oddly rather true. Now, if clubbing wasn't so expensive and they had good dancing venues more days of the week it would be great... but yeah i know one can dance anywhere... feeling the vibes is just so liberating!!! But you know, so many considerations when one wants to hit the club..
- Transport to and fro ( well fro more importantly )
- Energy Levels ( u can't dance if u're limp can u )
- Cows on the pasture ( Moolah. nuff said )
- Hitachi ( E company... what else? )
Never thought a night out be that much trouble huh haha... For me probably money and e company matters more. Personally, i'm fine with clubbing in a real small group or just 2 people but the company is important according to the mood. Drinkers dancers and a mixture of both... u have to recognise each individual as they are less you end up with the wrong kind at the club. Needless to say i'm a dancer more than a drinker (though sometimes its about equal)
Time for me to do my astral projection and zip back to my bed... *shuts down*
-20min later-
*boots up*
I take a nap after eating during lunch... sometimes i get really good rest sometimes i get really REALLY odd dreams... like those super vivid dreams that's totally unrelated to real life... hmmm.
Have you ever encountered dreams of this nature and when brought back to the land of reality felt it of a sorrier nature than that of dreamscape? I have though why i am unable to account for.
But enough of doom and gloom! 55 min from the end of the day, yes 55min again, i seem to have an affinity for blogging around this time. Lookin forward to R&R, seeing O n dinner! This week i shall endeavour to reduce my spending from last week... if i am able to keep spendings to $700 n below, it would be a good thing for me :)
27/11/07 Days go by
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It's another slow rainy day. One of those year end cool wet days well suited for sleeping.
Recently eating has been a rather grand affair... especially by my standards...
Penang Buffet on Sat
Japanese Food on Mon
Japanese Ala Carte Buffet on Tues
Arrggghh the food is so good but i feel that i should refrain from all these rich foods... they're not cheap either. Sigh.
Feelin somewhat edgy now, eyes darting around... hmm...
Finally got my registration stuff done for school yesterday and what a relief it is... the process was quite hasslefree i must say but also quite expensive! almost 2k splashed out just yesterday for 1 term... damn i have to make the most of this!!!~!!!
My timetable... tried to squeeze my schedule together by picking classes on same days so i have full days on Mon/Tues and free of the rest... most of the time anyway, since the classes do eat into other days at certain periods... i have also quite a few weekend classes which sux regardless whether they're morning afternoon or a full day!~!! Oh well.
Baah. Looking ahead, i see December! Holidays! For me as well in case you're wondering. The R E S T period between the end of my contract and school! A whole month of exercise, partying and generally doing nothing productive (cept getting in shape that is)
I don't know about holidays, seems Mum n O both want to head out (not necessarily together i think) but i'm non-committal, go w/ the flow ride the waves yeah?
A fact about clubbers like me is we feel like dancing at just about any given moment. O always sez i have an internal MP3 player on 24/7 which i found funny but oddly rather true. Now, if clubbing wasn't so expensive and they had good dancing venues more days of the week it would be great... but yeah i know one can dance anywhere... feeling the vibes is just so liberating!!! But you know, so many considerations when one wants to hit the club..
- Transport to and fro ( well fro more importantly )
- Energy Levels ( u can't dance if u're limp can u )
- Cows on the pasture ( Moolah. nuff said )
- Hitachi ( E company... what else? )
Never thought a night out be that much trouble huh haha... For me probably money and e company matters more. Personally, i'm fine with clubbing in a real small group or just 2 people but the company is important according to the mood. Drinkers dancers and a mixture of both... u have to recognise each individual as they are less you end up with the wrong kind at the club. Needless to say i'm a dancer more than a drinker (though sometimes its about equal)
Time for me to do my astral projection and zip back to my bed... *shuts down*
-20min later-
*boots up*
I take a nap after eating during lunch... sometimes i get really good rest sometimes i get really REALLY odd dreams... like those super vivid dreams that's totally unrelated to real life... hmmm.
Have you ever encountered dreams of this nature and when brought back to the land of reality felt it of a sorrier nature than that of dreamscape? I have though why i am unable to account for.
But enough of doom and gloom! 55 min from the end of the day, yes 55min again, i seem to have an affinity for blogging around this time. Lookin forward to R&R, seeing O n dinner! This week i shall endeavour to reduce my spending from last week... if i am able to keep spendings to $700 n below, it would be a good thing for me :)
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It's another slow rainy day. One of those year end cool wet days well suited for sleeping.
Recently eating has been a rather grand affair... especially by my standards...
Penang Buffet on Sat
Japanese Food on Mon
Japanese Ala Carte Buffet on Tues
Arrggghh the food is so good but i feel that i should refrain from all these rich foods... they're not cheap either. Sigh.
Feelin somewhat edgy now, eyes darting around... hmm...
Finally got my registration stuff done for school yesterday and what a relief it is... the process was quite hasslefree i must say but also quite expensive! almost 2k splashed out just yesterday for 1 term... damn i have to make the most of this!!!~!!!
My timetable... tried to squeeze my schedule together by picking classes on same days so i have full days on Mon/Tues and free of the rest... most of the time anyway, since the classes do eat into other days at certain periods... i have also quite a few weekend classes which sux regardless whether they're morning afternoon or a full day!~!! Oh well.
Baah. Looking ahead, i see December! Holidays! For me as well in case you're wondering. The R E S T period between the end of my contract and school! A whole month of exercise, partying and generally doing nothing productive (cept getting in shape that is)
I don't know about holidays, seems Mum n O both want to head out (not necessarily together i think) but i'm non-committal, go w/ the flow ride the waves yeah?
A fact about clubbers like me is we feel like dancing at just about any given moment. O always sez i have an internal MP3 player on 24/7 which i found funny but oddly rather true. Now, if clubbing wasn't so expensive and they had good dancing venues more days of the week it would be great... but yeah i know one can dance anywhere... feeling the vibes is just so liberating!!! But you know, so many considerations when one wants to hit the club..
- Transport to and fro ( well fro more importantly )
- Energy Levels ( u can't dance if u're limp can u )
- Cows on the pasture ( Moolah. nuff said )
- Hitachi ( E company... what else? )
Never thought a night out be that much trouble huh haha... For me probably money and e company matters more. Personally, i'm fine with clubbing in a real small group or just 2 people but the company is important according to the mood. Drinkers dancers and a mixture of both... u have to recognise each individual as they are less you end up with the wrong kind at the club. Needless to say i'm a dancer more than a drinker (though sometimes its about equal)
Time for me to do my astral projection and zip back to my bed... *shuts down*
-20min later-
*boots up*
I take a nap after eating during lunch... sometimes i get really good rest sometimes i get really REALLY odd dreams... like those super vivid dreams that's totally unrelated to real life... hmmm.
Have you ever encountered dreams of this nature and when brought back to the land of reality felt it of a sorrier nature than that of dreamscape? I have though why i am unable to account for.
But enough of doom and gloom! 55 min from the end of the day, yes 55min again, i seem to have an affinity for blogging around this time. Lookin forward to R&R, seeing O n dinner! This week i shall endeavour to reduce my spending from last week... if i am able to keep spendings to $700 n below, it would be a good thing for me :)
Monday, November 26, 2007
The ending of 5.
Boo yah!! It's monday again... no i'm not really feeling like the way i'm writing now but in my mind, the countdown of the last 5 days of work is kinda... uplifting.
I mean, think about it~
- No waking at 7am
- No having to be glued to my com chair (the workplace one)
- No having to look like i'm actually doing work
- Able to live like a bum~~~~~
*snooze*
*wakes*
Enjoyable weekend... new haircut (which i do like but its kinda short) and rest on friday, a nice penang buffet on saT at the Copthorne King near MS, the selection i found rather limited but the quality of the food, good!
Highlights i found were
-------------------------
. Fruit Rojak
. Soft shell crab
. Kueh paiti
. Prawns in Spicy Sauce
. Teh Tarik done up on the spot
(i don't know the price... i was there for a birthday or more accurately, the food... hehe)
-------------------------
After that caught a cab down to MS for entry, so embarassing cause me n * both had no cash n had to pay for the cab ($3.70) with Nets wahaha... we then went to watch Beowulf which i found to be surprisingly entertaining.. no, the 1/2 animated naked bod of Angelina Jolie was a let down. Naturally it was overly hyped... it's just another scene in the move for gawd sake!Headed down to Obar round 2, still happening.. and the music.. lets just say we like it like that. ( minus the reggae fer *)
Great dancing n drinking (say bailey's mint chocolate with milk)... think we left round 3.30... took one of those old cabs n rocked the way home. Literally rocked, the ride was kinda bumpy...
Anyway.
About 20m (metres not kM) from the destination, * leaned forward n let fly Niagara Falls in all her glory (who woulda thought the old girl had so much [blood/muck/vomit pick one] in her?). Needless to say, the drunk or nauseous holds no fault and i'm the apologetic one facing the cabbie... not fun.
Gave the cabbie a extra 10 but he wasn't happy anyway, i can understand why but i'm not going further, sorry.
Lesson learnt. Prep plastic bad regardless of how much drunk. Preventive measures to note to self. *scribble*
one thing i did note though was that i've become more compromising, able to hold my temper (and tongue) back from the quick firing pistols they were before. Also, i do take into consideration MORE about the plight of others first now. Yeah it's a big deal for ME.
Guess people do grow up huh? Well in some aspects anyway.
Happy to announce that with lunch, a 30min+25min nap later, i am officially alive again (minus a numb left leg). It's sometimes interesting the things people do when they have Nothing To Do... like... listening to the radio (normal), fiddling with one's phone (normal), reading or viewing 'smuggled' material (normal somewhat) but i don't get sitting there messing with paper or documents to LOOK like you're doing something... sure i imagine alot of people do that but it is DUMB! At least be doing something behind the facade like surfing the net or something...
Well, to each his own eh?
55min remaining! Somehow time passed rather pleasantly today, better than almost any other day in the preceeding 2 mths...
Indeed it must be said that though an idle mind is the devil's workshop, one that is up may stand the test of time!
Haha. That wasn't really it. More like... humans possess a precious gift. A gift, of changing our entire world based on perspective alone... ultimate happiness, jubilation, despair or agony all dependant on ourselves. Like the filthy rich who can find no solace
to the wretched etched in poverty but a king in his own mind.
So, at this moment in time, I, recognise that we are all masters of our own destiny and that with enough willpower and willpower alone, tremendous things be achieved, be they evil or good.
I state these observations whilst the mood remains in me. Like a chameleon, i absorb life from my surroundings, whether it be a tree, words of long gone authors or even the tiniest details but it also means moods and revealations come and go. One thing i am very grateful for is that i'm born healthy with sound body and mind. From a time long ago, i have constantly reminded myself to be thankful, even the makeup of my body reminds me that it is what i want it to be, weight muscle health all directly proportionate to my vices and exertions. Of sound mind i derive the pleasures of life... ignorance may bring about bliss but only with knowledge and understanding comes true appreciation of life and all of its beauty.
Flawed as our world may be, at many a time depressing, filled with cruelty by or by not the hand of man... but infinitely capable of limitless beauty.
It is a gift to be alive. Treasure it.
I mean, think about it~
- No waking at 7am
- No having to be glued to my com chair (the workplace one)
- No having to look like i'm actually doing work
- Able to live like a bum~~~~~
*snooze*
*wakes*
Enjoyable weekend... new haircut (which i do like but its kinda short) and rest on friday, a nice penang buffet on saT at the Copthorne King near MS, the selection i found rather limited but the quality of the food, good!
Highlights i found were
-------------------------
. Fruit Rojak
. Soft shell crab
. Kueh paiti
. Prawns in Spicy Sauce
. Teh Tarik done up on the spot
(i don't know the price... i was there for a birthday or more accurately, the food... hehe)
-------------------------
After that caught a cab down to MS for entry, so embarassing cause me n * both had no cash n had to pay for the cab ($3.70) with Nets wahaha... we then went to watch Beowulf which i found to be surprisingly entertaining.. no, the 1/2 animated naked bod of Angelina Jolie was a let down. Naturally it was overly hyped... it's just another scene in the move for gawd sake!Headed down to Obar round 2, still happening.. and the music.. lets just say we like it like that. ( minus the reggae fer *)
Great dancing n drinking (say bailey's mint chocolate with milk)... think we left round 3.30... took one of those old cabs n rocked the way home. Literally rocked, the ride was kinda bumpy...
Anyway.
About 20m (metres not kM) from the destination, * leaned forward n let fly Niagara Falls in all her glory (who woulda thought the old girl had so much [blood/muck/vomit pick one] in her?). Needless to say, the drunk or nauseous holds no fault and i'm the apologetic one facing the cabbie... not fun.
Gave the cabbie a extra 10 but he wasn't happy anyway, i can understand why but i'm not going further, sorry.
Lesson learnt. Prep plastic bad regardless of how much drunk. Preventive measures to note to self. *scribble*
one thing i did note though was that i've become more compromising, able to hold my temper (and tongue) back from the quick firing pistols they were before. Also, i do take into consideration MORE about the plight of others first now. Yeah it's a big deal for ME.
Guess people do grow up huh? Well in some aspects anyway.
Happy to announce that with lunch, a 30min+25min nap later, i am officially alive again (minus a numb left leg). It's sometimes interesting the things people do when they have Nothing To Do... like... listening to the radio (normal), fiddling with one's phone (normal), reading or viewing 'smuggled' material (normal somewhat) but i don't get sitting there messing with paper or documents to LOOK like you're doing something... sure i imagine alot of people do that but it is DUMB! At least be doing something behind the facade like surfing the net or something...
Well, to each his own eh?
55min remaining! Somehow time passed rather pleasantly today, better than almost any other day in the preceeding 2 mths...
Indeed it must be said that though an idle mind is the devil's workshop, one that is up may stand the test of time!
Haha. That wasn't really it. More like... humans possess a precious gift. A gift, of changing our entire world based on perspective alone... ultimate happiness, jubilation, despair or agony all dependant on ourselves. Like the filthy rich who can find no solace
to the wretched etched in poverty but a king in his own mind.
So, at this moment in time, I, recognise that we are all masters of our own destiny and that with enough willpower and willpower alone, tremendous things be achieved, be they evil or good.
I state these observations whilst the mood remains in me. Like a chameleon, i absorb life from my surroundings, whether it be a tree, words of long gone authors or even the tiniest details but it also means moods and revealations come and go. One thing i am very grateful for is that i'm born healthy with sound body and mind. From a time long ago, i have constantly reminded myself to be thankful, even the makeup of my body reminds me that it is what i want it to be, weight muscle health all directly proportionate to my vices and exertions. Of sound mind i derive the pleasures of life... ignorance may bring about bliss but only with knowledge and understanding comes true appreciation of life and all of its beauty.
Flawed as our world may be, at many a time depressing, filled with cruelty by or by not the hand of man... but infinitely capable of limitless beauty.
It is a gift to be alive. Treasure it.
Friday, November 23, 2007
dEadeD. / Ponder Wonder
Wow it really sucks to feel nauseous tired AND hungry all at the same time... it's like hunger without appetite, fatigue without relieve... ARgghh.
Why is this? Cause i went clubbiiiinnnggg. Again. Disregarding proper sleep hours, fatigue even before clubbin and what nots. Well i rounded up Matt (n his gf serene), JJ came too which was a surprise albeit a pleasant one (thanks JJ!)
My pool was smoking hot and i made good shot after good shot.. i think i stayed for like 6 turns or so... wee! Ahem.
*today's special is not humble pie*
Back to clubbing, Matt n gf had to leave jus before 1, he got a callup to work! at 1! that muuuuusst suck. So JJ n me drank the nite away... i think the count stood at...
2 gin tonics
1 flaming lambo
i reckon 18-19 ice cold carlsbergs between the 2 of us...
Yeah i introduced it to him and he REALLY took to it. Beer guy, definitely.
Crowd was ok, the dance floor getting filled, getting emptied periodically but we were kinda stoned to care tho ^^
Ahh but with great power (drinking) comes great responsibility... now i'm paying for the fun last night but i think other than when i first came to work, i've weathered it considerably well.. alot of little naps, a half one at lunch and a Great lunch rejuved me.
A wonder what food can do for ya eh.
TGIF!~!
Four powerful letters. ;)
Seems to be a rather nice day, nice weather, relatively well spirited n it's hair cut day finalllllyyyy...
Anyway.
Went for my preview talk yesterday which was interesting but i have to say this regarding the whole registration process...
COMPLICATED!
HASSLESOME!
First off, why is the preview talk only 1 week before the submission dateline??? People need time to prepare, source documentation if required and go down in person...
Secondly, to go through the institute in UK, you have to go thru the tuition centre here and ICPAS first... so that's 3 places in total... Meaning,
3 different places to pay
3 different set of dates to keep in mind regarding datelines
3 different modes of payment
It's like, annoying!
I'm not even starting on the registration fees you have to pay to them AND the annual subscriptions...
Sure, the whole process screams SOLEMN! SERIOUS! The speaker yesterday, one Roy.G was fortunately humorous hur hur... at least i wasn't sleepy despite a lack of it. Though... he did remind me of a salesman tho he repeatedless stressed he wasn't. The setting of the talk also felt remarkedly similar to that of a network marketing talk... *shrugs*
Justin was also at the talk! Felt good to see a familiar face... got to know him when we were back bowling in SP Bowlers... great guy but can't handle his drinks though hehe.. thankful though that i met him, since he already registered he told me stuff that i should watch out for and things to prepare which i'm sure that if he didn't i would have to make a few more trips down...
-Thanks J!- (one line just fer u, feel the honour haha)
The weekend is here... i've a mind to get all my study stuff together first tonight before i can think of relaxing... this stuff matters! Hmmp. Still, that said, i do ponder what to do this weekend hehe...
Suddenly i'm having one of those "wish i would find $50 in my pocket i forgot from the past" feelings. Weird.
On the topic of $, slowing down spending has been excruciating but fufillin too in its own way. At least it means i will have SOME savings at the end of this work journey. hmmp not much though.
Why is this? Cause i went clubbiiiinnnggg. Again. Disregarding proper sleep hours, fatigue even before clubbin and what nots. Well i rounded up Matt (n his gf serene), JJ came too which was a surprise albeit a pleasant one (thanks JJ!)
My pool was smoking hot and i made good shot after good shot.. i think i stayed for like 6 turns or so... wee! Ahem.
*today's special is not humble pie*
Back to clubbing, Matt n gf had to leave jus before 1, he got a callup to work! at 1! that muuuuusst suck. So JJ n me drank the nite away... i think the count stood at...
2 gin tonics
1 flaming lambo
i reckon 18-19 ice cold carlsbergs between the 2 of us...
Yeah i introduced it to him and he REALLY took to it. Beer guy, definitely.
Crowd was ok, the dance floor getting filled, getting emptied periodically but we were kinda stoned to care tho ^^
Ahh but with great power (drinking) comes great responsibility... now i'm paying for the fun last night but i think other than when i first came to work, i've weathered it considerably well.. alot of little naps, a half one at lunch and a Great lunch rejuved me.
A wonder what food can do for ya eh.
TGIF!~!
Four powerful letters. ;)
Seems to be a rather nice day, nice weather, relatively well spirited n it's hair cut day finalllllyyyy...
Anyway.
Went for my preview talk yesterday which was interesting but i have to say this regarding the whole registration process...
COMPLICATED!
HASSLESOME!
First off, why is the preview talk only 1 week before the submission dateline??? People need time to prepare, source documentation if required and go down in person...
Secondly, to go through the institute in UK, you have to go thru the tuition centre here and ICPAS first... so that's 3 places in total... Meaning,
3 different places to pay
3 different set of dates to keep in mind regarding datelines
3 different modes of payment
It's like, annoying!
I'm not even starting on the registration fees you have to pay to them AND the annual subscriptions...
Sure, the whole process screams SOLEMN! SERIOUS! The speaker yesterday, one Roy.G was fortunately humorous hur hur... at least i wasn't sleepy despite a lack of it. Though... he did remind me of a salesman tho he repeatedless stressed he wasn't. The setting of the talk also felt remarkedly similar to that of a network marketing talk... *shrugs*
Justin was also at the talk! Felt good to see a familiar face... got to know him when we were back bowling in SP Bowlers... great guy but can't handle his drinks though hehe.. thankful though that i met him, since he already registered he told me stuff that i should watch out for and things to prepare which i'm sure that if he didn't i would have to make a few more trips down...
-Thanks J!- (one line just fer u, feel the honour haha)
The weekend is here... i've a mind to get all my study stuff together first tonight before i can think of relaxing... this stuff matters! Hmmp. Still, that said, i do ponder what to do this weekend hehe...
Suddenly i'm having one of those "wish i would find $50 in my pocket i forgot from the past" feelings. Weird.
On the topic of $, slowing down spending has been excruciating but fufillin too in its own way. At least it means i will have SOME savings at the end of this work journey. hmmp not much though.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Party night~
Clubbing!
Tis a wed again!
Ahem.
Party.
Ahem.
Tired.
Sleepy.
Once again i slept later than i woulda liked... well, i had ample reasons to... *wink*
Bummer thing is, if i work tomorrow, with the things i've planned, i'm only gonna get at best slightly less 4.5hrs sleep for 29.5hrs. Bad. Very very bad. To squirm or not to squirm from work on thurs... decisions decisions...
ARGHhhhhhhhhhh ROOOOooooaaarrrr!!!! I hate people who fly planes! I will personally mount an AA gun and blast all of them from the sky!
GDMFS!!!
aH well. Many hours later now, dulled or spirited (choose one) by food rest (more! more!) and work to busy myself with, i no longer feel so riled. Like fishermen, i have cast my net and shall now wait patiently... i guess this will not be a crazed night of drinking then, another time perhaps...
ArrrGGGh i'm bongled recently by my weight gain... outwardly i don't appear to be gaining weight or feel THAT different but the weight speaks volumes, literally. Sigh.
Finale! Finally! 18min to knockoff.. yes i'm counting.
Tis a wed again!
Ahem.
Party.
Ahem.
Tired.
Sleepy.
Once again i slept later than i woulda liked... well, i had ample reasons to... *wink*
Bummer thing is, if i work tomorrow, with the things i've planned, i'm only gonna get at best slightly less 4.5hrs sleep for 29.5hrs. Bad. Very very bad. To squirm or not to squirm from work on thurs... decisions decisions...
ARGHhhhhhhhhhh ROOOOooooaaarrrr!!!! I hate people who fly planes! I will personally mount an AA gun and blast all of them from the sky!
GDMFS!!!
aH well. Many hours later now, dulled or spirited (choose one) by food rest (more! more!) and work to busy myself with, i no longer feel so riled. Like fishermen, i have cast my net and shall now wait patiently... i guess this will not be a crazed night of drinking then, another time perhaps...
ArrrGGGh i'm bongled recently by my weight gain... outwardly i don't appear to be gaining weight or feel THAT different but the weight speaks volumes, literally. Sigh.
Finale! Finally! 18min to knockoff.. yes i'm counting.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Sleep n Rest
Early tuesday morning. Work.
RRRrooooooooooar.
Sleeping at 7ish pm and waking at 7ish am is great. Sure, some stiffness here, numbness there... but great. 12 hours straight, didn't even get up in the middle of the night... stranglely enough i woke at exactly 710am (my alarm time) tho my alarm wasn't on.
Right now, i feel like a new person... no really. Well, like i wuz saying, everything has an upside n downside... most things anyway. In a sense, it feels like i went to work on monday, went home, had dinner then slept and woke up fer work again. Can anyone say no life? Haha ~
$#(%&#$^ but thats not the issue floatin in my mind this morning...
TOday is about sleeping n rest! For some reason (or another) i've never been able to get as much rest as i like on a night2night basis... lets see... gaming, reading, watching anime, list goes on.. not a problem w/o school or work but on a work period like now, wrecks hell with my daytime spirits (<.<) (-.-) (>.>) When i do get enough sleep its like 10-12 hours... so it's like overkill... i've actually heard from somewhere a sleep pattern like this isn't gud fer u. Hmmm.
On a more serious note, blogging my guts out yesterday enabled me to go back with little resentment and with some peacekeeping (not lovemaking mind u) everything was somewhat fine... drained i was but not in anger n rage. So it's all good.
Side tracking, there's this discussion about weird men selling home theatre systems out of a van!? apparently alot of people have been accosted by these men in vans...hmmm. Weird thing is, they normally try to sell the systems (speakers w/ or w/o amps) at $500 but it goes down to even $80 depending. Hmm. If someone tried to sell me these at $80 i would a probably buy it. Probably. Haha...
Well questions were raised. Where was the scam in this, (there had to be one somehow) how did they make their profit? Where did the systems come from? The most light shedding answer probably is that retailers who are supposed to GIVE these systems as gifts for items purchased are NOT doing so but instead are SELLING them for whatever they can get for them...
One word describes these people...
E N T R E P R E N E U R S H I P.
Yeeeeeeeaah.
"In a survey done in UK, 1/3 women would leave their partners for 2m dollars. Only 26% of men said the same. In fact, the women said they would leave their partners for less money, 103k in fact."
Well.
If YOU had to put a price on leaving your partner, what would it be?
Wandering Ramblings
-------------------
Time is such a relative thing. How long would it have taken the next guy to come up with relativity if Einstein didn't?
It's hard to pass time when all u have is self amusement. This with no internet, you constantly 'chained' 2 your workstation... hmm. So, most of the time, your mind wonders, if only for short spells... wouldn't it be great if you just dreamily passed maybe say 3 hours!!?! Perhaps it's due to the fact that there are only
10 more days to the end of my contract... then i don't have to worry about time wasting anymore! Most of my wanderings are about dancing to the tunes i heard on the radio... so they last fer about 3mins... if that long. Sad.
"A man's genius is commensurate with his ability of absorbing from life
the elements essential to his artistic completion."
- George Sylvester Viereck
Haha maybe my dance will improve if i take enough inspiration from the stuff i listen to. Unlikely though it matters little, i dance for self gratification anyway. Like O once said (not referring to my dancing), it's like masturbation, only for your own pleasure and no one elses'.
GawwwdD!! From time to time when i'm doing nothing n fine i will suddenly feel chilly all over and break out in cold sweat! My arms also start trembling... WTF!? Fortunately it's not TOO often this happens tho it just did...
Finally the hours past. Tho few remain the worst is behind me... all i need now is my next endeavour to pass em! I am one of those people who needs to be constantly occupied, the feeling of boredom is like agony akin to the ripping of my soul.
"Passion may grip us by the
throat momentarily; upon our backs we may feel the lashes of desire and
bathe our souls in flames of many hues; but the joy of activity is the ultimate passion."
Random: Of what a simple number? A name, a replying entity, nothing more. If one takes no further action that's all it shall be. Of ease you'll be.
RRRrooooooooooar.
Sleeping at 7ish pm and waking at 7ish am is great. Sure, some stiffness here, numbness there... but great. 12 hours straight, didn't even get up in the middle of the night... stranglely enough i woke at exactly 710am (my alarm time) tho my alarm wasn't on.
Right now, i feel like a new person... no really. Well, like i wuz saying, everything has an upside n downside... most things anyway. In a sense, it feels like i went to work on monday, went home, had dinner then slept and woke up fer work again. Can anyone say no life? Haha ~
$#(%&#$^ but thats not the issue floatin in my mind this morning...
TOday is about sleeping n rest! For some reason (or another) i've never been able to get as much rest as i like on a night2night basis... lets see... gaming, reading, watching anime, list goes on.. not a problem w/o school or work but on a work period like now, wrecks hell with my daytime spirits (<.<) (-.-) (>.>) When i do get enough sleep its like 10-12 hours... so it's like overkill... i've actually heard from somewhere a sleep pattern like this isn't gud fer u. Hmmm.
On a more serious note, blogging my guts out yesterday enabled me to go back with little resentment and with some peacekeeping (not lovemaking mind u) everything was somewhat fine... drained i was but not in anger n rage. So it's all good.
Side tracking, there's this discussion about weird men selling home theatre systems out of a van!? apparently alot of people have been accosted by these men in vans...hmmm. Weird thing is, they normally try to sell the systems (speakers w/ or w/o amps) at $500 but it goes down to even $80 depending. Hmm. If someone tried to sell me these at $80 i would a probably buy it. Probably. Haha...
Well questions were raised. Where was the scam in this, (there had to be one somehow) how did they make their profit? Where did the systems come from? The most light shedding answer probably is that retailers who are supposed to GIVE these systems as gifts for items purchased are NOT doing so but instead are SELLING them for whatever they can get for them...
One word describes these people...
E N T R E P R E N E U R S H I P.
Yeeeeeeeaah.
"In a survey done in UK, 1/3 women would leave their partners for 2m dollars. Only 26% of men said the same. In fact, the women said they would leave their partners for less money, 103k in fact."
Well.
If YOU had to put a price on leaving your partner, what would it be?
Wandering Ramblings
-------------------
Time is such a relative thing. How long would it have taken the next guy to come up with relativity if Einstein didn't?
It's hard to pass time when all u have is self amusement. This with no internet, you constantly 'chained' 2 your workstation... hmm. So, most of the time, your mind wonders, if only for short spells... wouldn't it be great if you just dreamily passed maybe say 3 hours!!?! Perhaps it's due to the fact that there are only
10 more days to the end of my contract... then i don't have to worry about time wasting anymore! Most of my wanderings are about dancing to the tunes i heard on the radio... so they last fer about 3mins... if that long. Sad.
"A man's genius is commensurate with his ability of absorbing from life
the elements essential to his artistic completion."
- George Sylvester Viereck
Haha maybe my dance will improve if i take enough inspiration from the stuff i listen to. Unlikely though it matters little, i dance for self gratification anyway. Like O once said (not referring to my dancing), it's like masturbation, only for your own pleasure and no one elses'.
GawwwdD!! From time to time when i'm doing nothing n fine i will suddenly feel chilly all over and break out in cold sweat! My arms also start trembling... WTF!? Fortunately it's not TOO often this happens tho it just did...
Finally the hours past. Tho few remain the worst is behind me... all i need now is my next endeavour to pass em! I am one of those people who needs to be constantly occupied, the feeling of boredom is like agony akin to the ripping of my soul.
"Passion may grip us by the
throat momentarily; upon our backs we may feel the lashes of desire and
bathe our souls in flames of many hues; but the joy of activity is the ultimate passion."
Random: Of what a simple number? A name, a replying entity, nothing more. If one takes no further action that's all it shall be. Of ease you'll be.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Resentment
It is a constant wonder to me how people's moods can swing 180 degrees in a single instant. One moment you are having the best time of your life the next filled with venomous indifference or some other negative chest constricting emotion.
Sadly, i consider myself one of those people with an intense dislike of restriction. Perhaps my family's constant badgering and at times senseless questioning had much to do with it but regardless, the fact is as it stands.
I loathe restrictions.
Ok so i hate alot of things. Call me a whiner, call me an ass. I just call it venting of frustrations. Right now, i'm jus thinking... perhaps an askewed view im sure if O were to read this she would certainly jib me, have some positively stone set answer to refute my 'case'. Granted i could probably not outtalk her, she being logical at these times and i at others but it doesn't change how i feel about it.
ARGHHHHhhhhhhhhh i hate saying this too but none of my EXs ever restrict me from knowing whomever i want to. Uncalled for i know but that's the first thing to pop to mind. If a blog isn't honest i really don't know WTF i'm writing all this for. Naturally in the end i'm writing for my own benefit and i much doubt anyone would read this ever if i don't make these entries private.
Sigh. I always accord whatever i can to my better half. Get that, my BETTER half. I don't place restrictions and all that... even if sometimes it makes me extremely uncomfortable. I realize of course it's jus wishful thinking on my part to expect the 'treat others how u wish them to treat u' saying to be anything more than hogwash.
I don't restrict them from knowing new friends, male or female.
I NEVER, EVER, nose around their belongings, invading their space.
not even secretly.
I make it a point to make sure they are happy when i'm around, smiling laughing... i look on the bright side as much as i can and i think it's growing steadily.
Still, like i explained to O, there are times when i just can't do so. Somehow i feel now like i did when i went to my dad and told him 'Dad i got the highest in school for Eng in Olevels!'
and the reply being 'its only English. What about math n science?'. It hurts when u put so much feeling into something and it turns out 180 to what u thought it would.
Perhaps thats why i usually hope for the best and expect the worse. If i were a machine that state of things would endure 100% of the time but i'm not, unfortunately. Love is a wonderful thing. So it happiness... but i can't help but wonder if being numbed permanantly is a better thing.
I am not a nice person. At the core, there is much hate, violence, impatience and menace whilst not the extreme extent but close enough. Of course, counterbalancing it is a side with goodness? probably not but close enough. A side with chivalry morals and thoughtfulness. Truly the irony of being a gemini, i liken myself to Dr jackall / Mr Hyde... two so different trapped in one. Which would i turn out to be upon the end of my existance... i wonder.
So much said, so much honesty laid out... that being the case, i shall attempt to return home and do, in true gemini style, appeasing O and at the same time, making my plans to head out with the guys known to her...
The union of two intelligent (albeit one less than the other) prideful creatures is such an train wreck waiting to happen but i crave it anyway... for one my equal (or more) who is an embodiment of all i hold dear.
Feeling drained. Is it the lack of rest or issit the accumulated burden of everything weighing down on me... Issues that bothered me still bother me and that could be the cause... like how my mum refuses fervantly to let me drive THE car even though i drive all the time... for goodness sake i want to drive cause of the convenience not cause of the car! If aH koo wasn't using her car i wouldn't even bother asking u!
Truly, controlling one's temper has its downsides. You preserve external peace but not internal balance. Still, more peace on the surface is better than open fighting n hostility. So.
I plow on.
I shall really end this entry here at this time, i really ranted loads. Hope it does me good.
Sadly, i consider myself one of those people with an intense dislike of restriction. Perhaps my family's constant badgering and at times senseless questioning had much to do with it but regardless, the fact is as it stands.
I loathe restrictions.
Ok so i hate alot of things. Call me a whiner, call me an ass. I just call it venting of frustrations. Right now, i'm jus thinking... perhaps an askewed view im sure if O were to read this she would certainly jib me, have some positively stone set answer to refute my 'case'. Granted i could probably not outtalk her, she being logical at these times and i at others but it doesn't change how i feel about it.
ARGHHHHhhhhhhhhh i hate saying this too but none of my EXs ever restrict me from knowing whomever i want to. Uncalled for i know but that's the first thing to pop to mind. If a blog isn't honest i really don't know WTF i'm writing all this for. Naturally in the end i'm writing for my own benefit and i much doubt anyone would read this ever if i don't make these entries private.
Sigh. I always accord whatever i can to my better half. Get that, my BETTER half. I don't place restrictions and all that... even if sometimes it makes me extremely uncomfortable. I realize of course it's jus wishful thinking on my part to expect the 'treat others how u wish them to treat u' saying to be anything more than hogwash.
I don't restrict them from knowing new friends, male or female.
I NEVER, EVER, nose around their belongings, invading their space.
not even secretly.
I make it a point to make sure they are happy when i'm around, smiling laughing... i look on the bright side as much as i can and i think it's growing steadily.
Still, like i explained to O, there are times when i just can't do so. Somehow i feel now like i did when i went to my dad and told him 'Dad i got the highest in school for Eng in Olevels!'
and the reply being 'its only English. What about math n science?'. It hurts when u put so much feeling into something and it turns out 180 to what u thought it would.
Perhaps thats why i usually hope for the best and expect the worse. If i were a machine that state of things would endure 100% of the time but i'm not, unfortunately. Love is a wonderful thing. So it happiness... but i can't help but wonder if being numbed permanantly is a better thing.
I am not a nice person. At the core, there is much hate, violence, impatience and menace whilst not the extreme extent but close enough. Of course, counterbalancing it is a side with goodness? probably not but close enough. A side with chivalry morals and thoughtfulness. Truly the irony of being a gemini, i liken myself to Dr jackall / Mr Hyde... two so different trapped in one. Which would i turn out to be upon the end of my existance... i wonder.
So much said, so much honesty laid out... that being the case, i shall attempt to return home and do, in true gemini style, appeasing O and at the same time, making my plans to head out with the guys known to her...
The union of two intelligent (albeit one less than the other) prideful creatures is such an train wreck waiting to happen but i crave it anyway... for one my equal (or more) who is an embodiment of all i hold dear.
Feeling drained. Is it the lack of rest or issit the accumulated burden of everything weighing down on me... Issues that bothered me still bother me and that could be the cause... like how my mum refuses fervantly to let me drive THE car even though i drive all the time... for goodness sake i want to drive cause of the convenience not cause of the car! If aH koo wasn't using her car i wouldn't even bother asking u!
Truly, controlling one's temper has its downsides. You preserve external peace but not internal balance. Still, more peace on the surface is better than open fighting n hostility. So.
I plow on.
I shall really end this entry here at this time, i really ranted loads. Hope it does me good.
It seems that its quite a hassle thinkin up a decent entry =,=" as most of my thoughts tend to come in incoherent rambles (ARGH)
Ahh! since i'm currently working part time in an office environment now for the 1st time since my internment yeeeeeaarrssssss ago, i will comment on what it is i do and how it differs from then. *snicker*
Then: No computer! well for most parts anyway. (no internet)
Now: Computer (but still no internet) :(
Then: 10% work, 90% self occupation
- SELF OCCUPATION: sippin drinks (hours at times), analysing football odds, SMSing, exploring the computer and watching smuggled VCDs (when i have the chance)
- Work: basic accounting, entering of purchase orders, editing figures on excel spreadsheets (boring duh)
Now: 25% work 75% self occupation
Self occupation
: Radio/mp3s (yeh!), com explorin, e-book reading ( Harry potter's last book is nice), exercising on the chair n such
Work's pretty much the same as during my internment... sure it gets busier at times but basically unproductive!!!! aHem.
I must at this point state that it's not i'm unwilling to work but no one seems to have anything to give me :\
Fortunately people here are nice (is it my boyish persona hmm)
Something i've always believed in continues to be proven to me here. Most people are STUPID. STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID. Ahem.
Well mayb MANY is a better word but sometimes it seems like most.
Mayb i'll highlight some examples when they irritate me next but right now i just cant be bothered.
*mumble* how to lose 10kg... *mumble*
To end things off the topic of work, i guess it isn't all that different from my internmentship but at least the pay is better than when i was in the service. Yeah its called a PAYCHECK now not an ALLOWANCE. Still, its not much.
Ok, a load of orders just landed. Why do they accumulate these before passing them on to me... *grumble*
Wuz feeling bored round lunch so called 987fm for this lunchtime hookup thing they have, supposedly ya jus call n tell them what u want to sell or people u wanna find like clubbing kakis or band members etc...
ANYWAY. it works! i'm more elated by the fact that it works rather than the fact i got to know a couple more clubbing kakis... i didnt think anyone would respond. Hmm.
The only downside was the DJ called me during my nap which essentially meant i utilised the rest of my nap trying to fall back into sleep. ARGggggggghh.
*Well thats the end of that. Happy to relate what happened to O, it was like meeting a wall of indifference, only it seemed like silent hostility. In the end i opted to deleted both of the contacts and hopefully hear the end of it. Maybe its cause i'm tired but i seem to sometimes feel resentful particularly when my spirits are lower. Anger and a streak of viciousness well up inside but im tryin to keep it under wraps.*
Was wondering if i should accept Marcel's invite to hang out with the guys at Arena tonight... guess i don't have to wonder anymore.
Ahh! since i'm currently working part time in an office environment now for the 1st time since my internment yeeeeeaarrssssss ago, i will comment on what it is i do and how it differs from then. *snicker*
Then: No computer! well for most parts anyway. (no internet)
Now: Computer (but still no internet) :(
Then: 10% work, 90% self occupation
- SELF OCCUPATION: sippin drinks (hours at times), analysing football odds, SMSing, exploring the computer and watching smuggled VCDs (when i have the chance)
- Work: basic accounting, entering of purchase orders, editing figures on excel spreadsheets (boring duh)
Now: 25% work 75% self occupation
Self occupation
: Radio/mp3s (yeh!), com explorin, e-book reading ( Harry potter's last book is nice), exercising on the chair n such
Work's pretty much the same as during my internment... sure it gets busier at times but basically unproductive!!!! aHem.
I must at this point state that it's not i'm unwilling to work but no one seems to have anything to give me :\
Fortunately people here are nice (is it my boyish persona hmm)
Something i've always believed in continues to be proven to me here. Most people are STUPID. STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID. Ahem.
Well mayb MANY is a better word but sometimes it seems like most.
Mayb i'll highlight some examples when they irritate me next but right now i just cant be bothered.
*mumble* how to lose 10kg... *mumble*
To end things off the topic of work, i guess it isn't all that different from my internmentship but at least the pay is better than when i was in the service. Yeah its called a PAYCHECK now not an ALLOWANCE. Still, its not much.
Ok, a load of orders just landed. Why do they accumulate these before passing them on to me... *grumble*
Wuz feeling bored round lunch so called 987fm for this lunchtime hookup thing they have, supposedly ya jus call n tell them what u want to sell or people u wanna find like clubbing kakis or band members etc...
ANYWAY. it works! i'm more elated by the fact that it works rather than the fact i got to know a couple more clubbing kakis... i didnt think anyone would respond. Hmm.
The only downside was the DJ called me during my nap which essentially meant i utilised the rest of my nap trying to fall back into sleep. ARGggggggghh.
*Well thats the end of that. Happy to relate what happened to O, it was like meeting a wall of indifference, only it seemed like silent hostility. In the end i opted to deleted both of the contacts and hopefully hear the end of it. Maybe its cause i'm tired but i seem to sometimes feel resentful particularly when my spirits are lower. Anger and a streak of viciousness well up inside but im tryin to keep it under wraps.*
Was wondering if i should accept Marcel's invite to hang out with the guys at Arena tonight... guess i don't have to wonder anymore.
Grand opening!
Finally!
Dragged my ass for so long to get this blog off the ground...
DAMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmiiiiiit.
Every time i think of something interesting i don't have e means to blog it but now that i'm in front of my computer on the blog site i can't think of diddalli squat to blog! ARRRrgghhh. Agony.
I suppose i should do an introduction on myself in the first blog but that's so passe. Imma leave it till ... the end of foreva before i get to it ... well maybe not that long.. but, somewhere long that line
i think this will do it for now.
I love my spring roll~!
-ben
Dragged my ass for so long to get this blog off the ground...
DAMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmiiiiiit.
Every time i think of something interesting i don't have e means to blog it but now that i'm in front of my computer on the blog site i can't think of diddalli squat to blog! ARRRrgghhh. Agony.
I suppose i should do an introduction on myself in the first blog but that's so passe. Imma leave it till ... the end of foreva before i get to it ... well maybe not that long.. but, somewhere long that line
i think this will do it for now.
I love my spring roll~!
-ben
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