Adjustment to life seems harder than i expected. Listenin in class is fine n following well.. Well i think so anyway. Problem is assignments or homework if you will. For someone who hasn't done much of that since say sec2, which is.. 9years ago, i really need to light a flame of motivation each time to get myself going..
Pushin myself to try, try and try some more.. Not 2 be distracted, thinkin logically accordin to e stuff i've digested is like levelin a little mountain each time.. My biggest concern now is can i keep this up? Will i run out of wood for my fire..?
Part of me thinks screw it. Get a job work for 30years end up nowhere. End of life.
Part of me wants 2 climb to heights that i KNOW i can achieve. Think case of major self confidence And lack of it at e same time. Lethal stuff. For now i'll continue e one step at a time, a day at a time, a minute at a time.
There is no one but myself. Others have carried me thus far.
It is now up to me.
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